unhappiness breeds contempt..

it seems that we have little petty arguments almost weekly..
it seems like i'm the culprit in all of them..
it seems like it got worst after me starting playin warbook..

am i really a small boy lost in this big big world?

am currently prolly suffering from a heat stroke frm being out in the sun at 39C for 'team building games'..

it didn't seem bad at all yesterday.. no sun burns.. nothin..

then evening came.. played baddy and cramped up like nothing that i ever felt b4.. i must be really in a bad shape..

head now feels like a log.. being beaten to a pulp..

am i being too sensitive at this point in time?

not really in a social mood right now.. thought of just chillin out tonite.. watch some Dvds.. there's 5 of them waitin for us.. mayb go grab a waffle at good ol' Gelare..

but no..

wifey's ex is back in town and asked her out for coffee..

wifey asks me to go along.. i of course says no.. not in a sociable mood, besides.. i dont like doing ex- group outings..

rar rar rar.. wifey calls me immature due to some miscommunication when i refused to go..

rar rar rar.. i'm feeling down and out now.. =(

sighz.. wtf is wrong with the weather..

dun get me wrong.. i love my wife.. truly love her to bits..
she is the best thing in my life right now (hehe.. ok lar.. in my life ever.. )

but nothing is perfect.. things happens.. life sucks.. but will love still remain?

i think it will go up and down lar.. but the trust/commitment for one another will stand the test of time and heartbreaks..

but.. can't it be less painful..

oh well..