changes..

I am considering a job change.. similar nature.. just a different industry.. auditing from a different perspective.. have gone through the interview stage.. received a letter of recommendation for the position.. so it's 99% that i will be offered the position.. just need to wait a lil' longer for bureaucratic matters to take place..

so this year seems to be a year of change and things of new.. wedding.. marriage.. career.. shift house.. all the situations which has high levels of stress involved.. =P

changes.. u either hate em or love em..
for me i guess it's a combination.. can't be 101% straight.. drives me crazy, i say.. ^_^

weekend's come and gone.. valerie seems much bigger.. face is chubbier.. but hands and legs are long and skinny.. would be a tall girl like her parents.. well.. it's good to see the 3 sisters having something in common.. to gather together and just spend some time.. good for me too.. have someone to lie on my tum tum.. ahhaha..

val just slept soundly on my tummy.. =P

otherwise.. done nothing out of the ordinary.. groceries church sunday school.. oh yar.. did our 1st PMC home work.. it was ok.. managed to talk abt stuff.. good way to open up and learn..

man.. have been having this rash for the past 1.5 weeks.. all over me.. legs, arms, body.. its got to be more than just heat rash.. coz it's not that hot now.. and i'm getting all itchy.. i have never ever gotten so much rash in my life... argh..

gonna be on my own for the next 2 days.. someone has a work function.. so called team building sessions.. bleah.. have to stay over night somemore.. =(

oh well.. it will give me some time to spend with brother.. i hope he is home.. otherwise.. i will just have to tidy up my room? hmm.. done that already.. vacuum the carpet and pack away all those mags and books frm underneath the bed.. folded all the clothes.. maybe clean bathroom..??!! =(

guess that's it for now...

You give me something..

By James Morrison

-listened to it over the radio on my way back this morning after droppin sean off to work.. i like it!

You want to stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep,
I was meant to tread the water
Now I've gotten in too deep,
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.

You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me,
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what they mean,
I never thought that I'd love someone,
That was someone else's dream.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause someday I might call you from my heart,
But it might me a second too late,
And the words I could never say
Gonna come out anyway.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.
Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

Superman, I'm not..

Five for Fighting - Superman

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird...i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I’m only a man
Looking for a dream

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...

Its not easy to be me